"His office isn't prone to getting trashed, either..." Saren offered with a slight smile, his words less of a rebuttal, more of a half-hearted joke. Eshen's efforts were already working, it seemed.
As soon as they stepped inside, he looked up, a habit at this point: "Oh, um. Senior crew quarters, please."
The buzzing in his brain eventually subsided, leaving in his mind clarity and a hint of the command officer standing in front of him. Green eyes looked down, down, fixating on their linked hands. A thought? Concern? A Feeling arises, and he can't help but vocalize it:
"Eshen..." damn the uncertainty in his voice. Saren cleared his throat before continuing: "Is this... okay, for you?"
Which, in hindsight, is a hilarious question to ask to someone who he has shared a literal and metaphysical space with. But that was an emergency, he tried to reason with himself, did this also count as an one? Oh, fuck, was he making a fool of himself right now?
"I-it's not that I mind, quite the opposite--" ah, if he didn't before, he sure as hell did just now! "--but, your glove is off, and..."
He breathed out a miserable sound, the projected calmness quelling down the irritation Saren would feel at himself.
"How do I properly put my feelings into words? Damn it, you're... you're so good for me, and... I am not sure what I can give you in return."
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